Inside the Mind of a Narcissist

I will pretend to be the perfect lover until I can no longer hide my inner flaws I will overcompensate with compliments and do things to flatter you to hide my true personality I will tell you a deep background story on how I’ve been abandoned or mistreated in the past so you can feel […]

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The light

It’s something in you that can never be taken away Your spirit naturally radiates and spreads it to the people around you Negative people will try to diminish it It’s unique, it’s bright & it’s the reason you can never give up It’s God given

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Sometimes the walls feel like they’re closing in on me and I have nowhere to go and nobody to talk to. What makes it worse is, the walls are in my mind and all I seem to have is myself and negative thoughts..unfortunately, self doubt and low self esteem temporarily controls my life. Explaining an […]

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2020 Blues

Where do you go when outside is closed and the walls are closing in on you ? Where do you go when the emotions are running through you like spoiled milk on a hot day and you can’t save yourself from drowning in your own mess ? Where do you go when the people closest […]

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The Root of it All Part 2

Being socially awkward in middle/highschool can really be frustrating because kids are very insensitive and have no morals most of the time. When you’re small and what most people think as of timid you instantly become a target. I remember trying to stay to myself as much as possible and never wanting to be in […]

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The Root of it All Part.1

A few years ago I made a blog post about being shy and how people usually perceive me in a different light because of social media, but after further research and education, I now know I suffer from really bad social anxiety. Social anxiety is a chronic mental health condition in which social interactions can […]

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Maybe I’m more fucked up than I thought.. I mean I’m receptive to the thought of having someone but allowing another person possibly hurt me to the point of no return isn’t an option. I look for things to go left so they won’t have to go right. . I’m scared. What if you hurt […]

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We live in a generation where turning cold has become so normalized and justified because we’d rather do that than to fully understand the situation at hand, not just that but do we even take time to actually understand how the other person is feeling or their point of view? I can guarantee you that […]

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